I want to be more aesthetically pleasing. The media and social factors have influenced me to think beauty is everything. I cannot help it. I’ve been conditioned to want to be “beautiful.”

I tried to get away from the “beauty concept.” I chopped off my long locks, threw away my makeup, & denied my feminine personality. That failed. Did you think there was going to be a good ending to this because no… no there isn’t.

I want to be beautiful.